As we try to change our way to get nearer to Allah, I dont know dugaan demi dugaan dtg.
Now is my family. I feel like Allah always duga me when there is a special event related to me.
Yeah, I know that when Allah duga kite, he loves us even more. But at times you just ask to yourself why this days?
I'm a grown up I know who are the wrong one and the right one so is it my fault for backing up the right person up?
Its been 6 days Im sick but its ok coz I'm fine with it but why when its on my birthday. My mind not in a proper state right now.
Maybe its true people said it may not come from fiance but it may come from your family when you are on your engagement period.
I feel like crying. Word hurts the most. But nevertheless I have to be strong and I always believe that Allah will solve the problem soon enough. I end my post with these meaningful quotes. :)
Well, now a days its the "in thing" for people to actually have candy corner for their wedding ,eh.
Mum is the one who 'die-die' nak candy corner for the kids. She told me that kesian budak2 nak makan.
But then i realized that adults do attacked the candy corner too.
Me and mummy was browsing thru several vendor and thot we will like to do a DIY candy corner since we know some place to 'borong' all these chocolatey and sweety stuff.
The one that caught my attention and mum is the Bonito by Bob creativity. So cool. Well me and mum do not want a Candy Corner which have all those cupcakes, macaroons and etc. We prefer the idea that Bonito did, selitkan those old school type of balloons, aeroplanes and old school chocos and sweets. I was thinking of putting 'pop pop' firecrackers confrm plus chopped budak2 suka. But too bad 'pop pop' was banned in Singapore.
So last weekend me and family was having a short trip to JB. Maklong, mum, my elder cousins were talking abt marriage preparation. Almaklumlah, soon enuf my father side 3 guys and 2 girls getting married on 2014 & 2015 concurrently.
Suddenly my elder cousin who have business pertaining to chocs, sweets and etc told me that they will be the one sponsoring my very own candy corner. Alhamdullilah. Sponsors again!!! From engagement till nak kahwin pun I have sponsors. Hehe. Rezeki.
Here are some pictures of what their business is dealing with currently they are more to birthday party events but prior to my wedding I think they are doing a trial.
Mini mentos
Spin Wheel Cracker
Kit Kats
Dark / White Chocolate with Oreo Fillings.
You can actually request what theme you want for the wrappers and picture. You can add them up at Wonder Closet. And one of my favorites of all time that was sponsored by them for engagement is as follows;
White Chocolates. The Blocks and boxes is all edible and doesn't melt fast too. Moreover it is delicious.
Can request in dark chocolate too.
So yeah. Hey wait I still have not yet even posted my engagement item huh. Will be uploading pretty soon.
Wow its already 9 mths we got engaged. Syukur Alhamdullilah. Pejam kelip pejam kelip akan tiba masanya.
Recently, I have been noticing after our engagement that we seems to fight more.
Sometimes small matter also boleh fight. Pengsan!
After all those fight, we tend to get back as per normal. Macam stupid when eva I think of that.
Did you all have the same situation as me?
Oh The sulking part always come from me and also the hot temper part.
I think me and mister like terbalik gitu. I tend to be the one who will be fuming and his those calm one's, whatever, give in, the slow one.
Certain part I will give in but certain parts I'm sorry I have to say NO.
Our fight will always be pasal kahwin lah, tak kol lah, lambat lah and jealousy! Oh yesh after engagement me and him perangai merepek! Tend to have this negative feeling which is irritating lah sey. We don't fight over board till terpekik terpekau pasal nie. Cuma bahasa2 kan jek with each other. It is a good sign that we love each other but we want it to keep under control. Well like macam org2 tua cakap "Cemburu tu tanda syg"...
My father and my bro will always support him, dunnoe why lah.Our fight will always be pasal kahwin lah, tak kol lah, lambat lah and jealousy!
Oh yesh after engagement me and him perangai merepek! Tend to have this negative feeling which is irritating lah sey. We don't fight over board till terpekik terpekau pasal nie. Cuma bahasa2 kan jek with each other. It is a good sign that we love each other but we want it to keep under control. Well like macam org2 tua cakap "Cemburu tu tanda syg"...
And mister sesungguhnya nonsense, whenever I tgh marah time to jugak dia buat lawak bodoh. The way he look at me with his tersengih-sengih jek dah boleh buat org ketawa. Tgk lah. Sesungguhnya mcm adik aku.
To settle the problem we had is simple what happen yesterday is to be forgiven and forgotten and we need to carry on living with a positive mood for a cheerful start the next day. Some of my gf can really drag the problem and not talking with their boys for like a week or so. I was like quite shock actually coz I felt that what if during that week of not contacting anything happen to him/her, that will be a moment that will be filled with regrets which I didn't want that to happen. Even with my friend or family argument bound to happen but what is past is the past and I really thank my mum for nurturing me with this kinda of attitude. Syukur!
Ohklah thot that I want to blog a little bit more. Buuuutttt am sleepy. So yah I end myslf with this song which my mister tak romanctic sent to me yesterday afternoon, after a lil misunderstanding. My fav song and movie so yeah Good Nite!
Its like already last 3 mths of 2013 which is kinda fast lah.
My last 3 mths is full of activity which I really cnt wait!
October
Its my mth which is my birthday mth n I cant wait for my bday bash with family and mister.
On the 8th its my company DND
15th Oct is hari raya haji
on the 19th will be going to Kota tinggi which I had been longing to go there
November
Earlier of November 13 I will be applying ASA card which is a card that my company provide for their staff that we can go several attractions free. So me and mister will be celebrating three days and three nites to make use of the card.
And yeah will be having fun pack activities with my frens too
December
Earlier December will be having family holiday-ing with my cuzz(destination to be confirmed)
Ending Batam massage day with my frens at werk. 4 of us amek leave semata-mata nak g massage kat mustika ratu. Its kinda a hen party for one of my frens at werk also coz she is getting married on January 2014.
End 31st Dec 13 will be having countdown with my frens as usual
I told mister that I will want to enjoy my last three mth of 2013 before the stress start next year. I also want to enjoy my singlehood life to the fullest with family and frens before i settle down.
My other frens mcm look at me and say, you wana get married tapi maseh leh enjoy. Shopping and maseh nak travelling and stuff.
I told them that travelling we need not go that far, kat Malaysia pun ok peh.
I use to travel every year mcm 3 to 4 times, jadi if tk travel i mcm culture shock gitu. Biler fikirkan balik kan if i tak travel by now, confrm dalam bank dah bnyk. Tapi rugi kalau dah keje penat2 tapi tak kua negeri and tt was my mum quote.
Fr myslf I have this habit of if I wana travel, I have to cut down on my shopping and outing.
Recently I will not shop till 3 mths and after evry 3 mths i will atleast buy something for myslf. And i usually spend $100 to the max. And Im really a bargain shopper. Baju tkde brand pun tkpe janji dpt 4-5 baju.
I dun wana stress myslf fr kawin. Seriously. I nk chill. Alhamdullilah fr money wise I may handle coz I was brought up with financial difficulty family. I've been thru hardship and I managed to go thru.
Syukur Alhamdullilah for Allah test on me, it make me become mature as such. So for the BTB out there chill okay. Rezeki tu mana2 ada, yg penting dun eva lokek2 with your family especially ur mother and father.
Alot of such incident happen to me when im broke and suddenly when i see in my bank statement maseh ada duit lah, kdg2 terjumpa duit dlm bag and etc. In Shaa Allah..
So thats all for today ladies.. Gd nyte.. Oh man, closing2 its awaiting me in the ofis! Gd nyte!
Okay, ceritanya begini yesterday I saw my mak andam Kak Hyda was uploading these bollywood photshoot with her model kt facebook. Cantikkan!!!!!!!!!!!
Sumpah, dari last year I have been stalking her FB. Memang dah set my mind to engaged her on my wedding day. And Im so lucky to get her. She and her sis will do the makeup without any outsider help. Its kinda risky but so far she have good reviews. I think two local celebrity have engaged them but she still keep it a secret when she updated her status on FB.
So why I choose her again? Her make up is mostly dramatic eye makeup which I really like when Mak Andam focus on the eyes macam alah2 Arab and Bollywood.
As for baju wise they have Moroccon design which I super like and their baju2 lengha so nice sparkly2. And I also like the head gear, chantik sgt2. I love those sanggul takde bunga. Below are some baju's which they had at expo exhibition.
Bila went down to see the baju2, my mind playing these old skool songs "Dari kerana mata, yang mempunyai kuasa Oh aku tergoda, aku tergoda terkecewa".. I squeal coz I saw that white moroccon dress which I can wear for Nikah. They also cater to plus size which I tak perlu worry about topping up a few hundreds dollar for the plus size range and I need not worry if i gain weight. Current weight all bridal says not to worry still have sizes but to play safe coz my body weight can goes up and can goes down. We booked on 30th Jun as I find that my feeling is weird macam suroh booked that day. Her 2014 slots bridal dah fully booked. When I PM her regarding my date, she say it still available but there's 2 couple pun tgh cari date sesuai on Jan 15. So quickyly msg Mister and balik terus serang my mum. When I got the green light from Mister and mum I quickyly tfr the depoit money to her. After 10 mins a couple also ask for my date. Which is I think that is why my heart ask to booked her.
We actually took Exclusive Premium Pkg for one day event which includes 3 bridal outfit(Classic,Premium & exclusive), bridal bouquet and henna. So tak payah nak cari2 henna2 people. My mum is hinting on me to get a 4th outfit and my mum die2 nak see me in Lengha, but I rather choose to 'buat2 pekak' coz I thot nak buat baju photoshoot sndri. But then, fikir2 balik why must I make and I will only use it for only once. So when I saw kak hyda bollywood photoshoot yestrerday, I dah started to change my mind. Since my fiance is paying for the bridal, I told him that I top up jek lah duit photoshoot ok paling $400-$500 jek and takya nak cari makeup artist lain... :) And yes He finally agreed.. We planned to have one bridal outfit and one casual outfit since my photgrapher bagi kite satu hari all out punya shoot. And I say Yippeeee!
Told my mum and she straight away give me the consent to proceed. I quickly msg Kak hyda to book and now pending for her reply and to make deposit. Hehe.. Alhamdullilah syukur.. So now dah tak comtemplating lagi.. Can sleep with a wide smile. Gd nite people.
